Sunday, April 29, 2012

45 Days - Really?!!

So you are probably thinking I'm going to say I'm 45 days binge free. Well - I'm not. I'm 60 days binge free tomorrow. :D So what is the 45 days you ask? Well - as usual - here comes too much info....

Because I started my period. 

Yep, that's right - and it has to be celebrated!!! For the last 6 years I have only had one a year. Kind of makes it hard to plan having a baby. Last year's was in Aug - during girls camp OF COURSE! So you can imagine my surprise when Aunt Flow showed up on March 15th. That is only 7 months apart and I was pretty excited. Most women probably do not jump for joy - but yesterday - a short 45 days later - you better believe there was some jumping and some joy! 2 in one year??!! And so close!

And my favorite part was when I told my parents - my dad got really excited and said "Grandbabies - we are going to have more grandbabies!!!!" It was such a good feeling to feel like it really is going to happen. And that we really will get to be parents. And I'm really not broken. And we really can grow our little family. As much as you try to stay positive and happy on the outside, there is always a little doubt in the back of your mind. I know that we still have a ways to go to actually get there, I feel like we are finally.... finally on the road that will get us there! And I couldn't be more grateful!!